Well I've decided to give up this blog. All I ever do is post mindless droning and relive my life. I've deiced that in order to grow, change in inevitable. I've created a new weblog where I post my thoughts on everyday subjects that affect our lives or more closely, my own. The link is the first one over there --> It's called *Distant Reveries* and I don't think I will be posting here anymore. I need to grow up and become more insightful and therefore I need a change of atmosphere. So long and happy trails!

I'm BAAAAAAAAACCCKKKK!!!!!!! lol Incase you didn't know, I just got back from Liz's cabin. I'm burnt all over. It's quite painful. Even my nose is burnt. Meh. It will turn into a tan. I'M NO LONGER GHOSTLY WHITE!!!!!!!!!!

I'm extremely tired now.  It was nice to get home and take a shower. It felt good to be clean again. I get to babysit for Leanne tomorrow so that means I get to spend the day with Tyler! He's almost two and he's SO cute! Should be fun but I gotta go back to my dad's and get some sleep.

Well. I decided to change the whole rose thing. After looking at what I came up with, I'm thinking it was a bad idea. I don't really like it as much as I thought I would but I'm too lazy to change it. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE Invader Zim. It's quite a humourous little show. Eventually I will get around to buying the DVD. Until then, Liz can continue to take it from Ted and we'll watch his copy. I love it. Zim is the guy trying to take over Earth and destroy the human race while Gir, who is holding the piggy, doesn't do much to help him. Great show. All should watch it.

Nothing new lately. I got in a sort-of fight with my dad. He's being such an ass. I have no problem with him saying I can't take his car. That's FINE. What bugs me is when he gives me the same goddamned lectures about money/getting a job/school/i go out too much. It makes me so mad because I RARELY go out with friends. No one calls me and I'm too stubborn/lazy to call them. Although I guess it SEEMS like I go out a lot compared to my father who rarely peels himself away from his fucking computer screen. I'm sick and tired of being treated like a 5 year old. He hates all of my friends whether he wants to admit it or not and I'm sick of hearing how stupid they are. I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!! THESE ARE MY FRIENDS YOU'RE FUCKING TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!! AHHHHHH it just makes me so mad. I'm sick of having to take care of him and my brother. I have to clean my entire house and I mean EVERYTHING or it won't get done. I even have to cook. It pisses me off and it's the same fucking reason my mom left him yet he DOES NOT LEARN. JESUS CHRIST I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!! I'm a fucking teenager. I shouldn't have to deal with this shit. I SHOULD be out with my friends as often as I want ESPECIALLY during the summer but NOOOO that's WAY too much to ask.

Liz invited me to her cabin this weekend. It should be fun. Hopefully Colleen and Ron will decide to go. I need to get a tan. I haven't tanned all summer and I look so white.

I went shopping with my mom on Monday night and I got a new phone! It's the best phone EVER! Yes, the old skool phone is dead and gone. I now have a color picture phone. It's awesome and I love it. The ringtones suck ass but I can just d/l new ones. Not too many though because it's expensive. New phone number too. Call me at home for it though becasue I'm not gonna post it up here. That would just be stupid. Anywho, not much else is happening. I slept in today when I should be helping my mom. I feeel reallly bad about it but I just couldn't wake up. There's something wrong with me if I can't even wake up. I set my alarm but I don't even remember it going off.....

Oh man! Today was AMAZING! Best day on the planet!!!! I'm SO happy. I PASSED my road test on the first try!!! Soooo good.

The evening was quite fun. Amanda, Liz, Fink, Ted, Chris, Leah, Kerry & I went to ass park. They had some Jazz Tuesday thing @ the Lyric. It wasn't bad. It was funny when Manna, Liz, Leah & I started doing cartwheels, jumps and dancing. haha For some odd reason we even (sort of) stunted! mahaha I'm the worst flyer ever. Anywho, then it was off to Leah's house to watch Invader Zim (TACOS!!!!! lol) but not before we stopped off @ Domo to see Daylan (Amanda's obssessed with him so she stalks him). T'was fun driving until I went over a curb but that was funny. Anywho, no harm done and I HAVE MY LICENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!